Shit. I've never felt so ashamed to be bad at the piano.

I have a fucking recital during November...

Infront of my teacher's other students...

Then they will prove their superiority...

Can't let that happen can I?

My 'plan' has been abandoned. Let fantasy remain fantasy. I have no wish to play God. I will no longer foolishly hope to move her, nor the guy.

I SHALL CONQUER YOU SONATA K545 ALLEGRO!

Mozart himself said it was a "sonata for beginners". o.O It's a grade 5 piece, but it's for beginners, so I can do it.